Thursday, September 13, 2007
people change.our taste change.
5years of clinging on to you. i guess it's enough.
goodbye blogger. hello livejournal.
aliLOVESyou
Saturday, September 08, 2007
holidays are such a bore that i decided to look for a job. and i finally got one! working as a recep at my aunt's office: YELLOW BOX STUDIOS. in the past, i thought she was working at yellow pages. what was i thinking?! i guess the word 'YELLOW' got the better outta me. well, i've not worked in an office like environment before. it can really suck working as a recep sometimes. like, you're supposed to be cleaning everybody's shit and stuff. it's irritating.and you eat lunch by yourself! who eats lunch alone mann?? easy money but bores the hell outta you. AND! i found out that one of my aunt's, or rather, my colleage is an ex-IJ girl, from KC! she's really friendly and nice. : DD yay-ness! found someone of my 'own kind'. HA!
aliLOVESyou
Sunday, August 26, 2007
things just can't seem to go my way.
i've found you but i can't have you.
this feeling sucks.
as they may say, we wont know what will happen in the future.
but how sure am i that i'll have you by my side at all?
how sure am i that we'll be together at all?
i guess i'm better off on my own.
aliLOVESyou
Friday, August 24, 2007
FREEDOM!
MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! just hope that the results'll be good.
i must say, a lot has happened all in a sudden. i'm seriously confused now. i dont know what's the message that being conveyed. am i living in a dream? or is this really happening? i dont wana fall deeper and be shattered once again. perhaps i should stop dreaming and wake up.
wake up girl, it's all just a fantasy.
i wish it was as easy as i've just said it, then things wont be in such a big mess now. why must things be so complicated and it has to happen to me?
When you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
I miss you.
aliLOVESyou
Friday, August 10, 2007
next week's study week and next friday's our first paper at NYP. omg. time flies like nothing. i mean, come on, i just started school like 4 months ago? it all seemed like yesterday. how we actually met on the first day of school for lunch and how late we got in for our first lesson. these are the memories.. the fun times we had. i just want the exams to pass real quick. but, i want more time to study for it. so much to do, so little time. that's the way to phrase it.. i guess, i really have to change the way that i study. i always study LAST MINUTE. it kinda sucks.. sigh. i'll try and change for the best i can. : D i'm talking nonsense now. perhaps i'm feeling tired, that's why.
anyways, went to watch the simpsons with my classmates at ang mo kio hub. after which, preena, tarsh, gene and me went to nebo hub for lunch. we wanted to play board games while we ate. but we didnt. why? cause each of us have to pay 4bucks to play one shitass game! can you beat that? then i wonder why gene had to be a member for.. gosh. it's daylight robbery. might as well we bring our own board games to play at nebohub itself? well, in the end we just ate and got our butts moving.
aliLOVESyou
Monday, July 30, 2007
school was boring? except for the part where we had to do a dry-run for EOC ica4. Didn't except the ICA to be carried out this way. the ica actually expects that we do this simple group discussion thing and then after all is done, we're to write out a reflection based on what happened earlier. this sounds more like an activity that we do during camps; team bonding.
welll, exams are approaching nearer and i've not started on anything! i need to buck up before my grades goes even worse.
let me retrack back to saturday! went for remix competition at youth park to support my Foreign Bodies seniors, whose team name was trademark. it was suppose to start at 6, but it didnt. the first part was kinda boring cause it was quite a drag with all the other performances, when we wanted the competition to begin. to cut it short,overall was awesome. different groups had their good and bad. but of course, the winner was: TRADEMARK. [APPLAUSE!] after which, we were suppose to take a FB picture but it was taking years for everyone to settle and stuff. so, germaine, sandra, pei ling and myself left to cineleisure for supper at burger king. we took the last train back and on the train, there was this good looking chap. Boy, was he HOT.
after that, got home at 12.30am. took a shower and watched TV till sunday morning, 3am.
and i'm currently addicted to the song by timbaland and onerepublic; apologize. right.. like there's no link to whatever i've just said.
aliLOVESyou
Friday, July 27, 2007
I wanted to blog last night, but i hesitated.
been thinking a lot about my life. it does bring back memories while doing so. but, nevertheless, the hurt and pain comes back to haunt you. i feel so tired nowadays.. if i could, i would want to sleep forever.
I need something else
would someone please just give me?
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh all I want inside
I still am empty
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me.
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
aliLOVESyou
